AP Art

My AP Art class was one of the greatest times I had in High School.  Although I think I could of preformed better, I created lasting memories and learned about myself as an artist. 

The main inspiration for this design was the studio calico paper that features the brushes, I cannot say I find many art related papers, let alone ones I like so I thought it would be a perfect time to feature it.  I bounced it off of some basic grey basics in kraft along with some basic grey orange dotted paper. Added October afternoon paper and some sassafras embelishments, it has become a funky and polished layout!


This weekend has been one of self discovery, a book my mom purchased me entitled "5" has really made me want to strive more and to strive to be greater at everything I do. I want to acomplish more and attack my dreams with passion and drive.  I recommend this book to EVERYONE, its a bit of an eye opener and inspiration for everyone. 
    I was off from work this weekend as well, a few and far between for me because of working in a grocery store.  Its weird and I almost didnt like it because everywhere I went this weekend there were TONS of people everywhere!  I am too comfortable to having weekdays off and being able to enjoy it without so many people, eh you win some and loose some. 

Bloom

So I have decided to finally make this a blog that is mine, in the sense that I want to share my life with my readers, whatever may be going on.

I feel as though I have had a hard time with trust within my life. Anyone I may know I will give them 100% of my trust until they show me that they can no longer.  I delivered information to what I thought would be trustful people in a time of impulse and just plain stress and information that I told them I always wanted them to keep to themselves and absorb it in.  I should completely know better knowing that in this situation I know the consequences and what ended up happening. I am now faced with my choices and the repercussions that effect an important person in my life currently.  Her impact is defiantly greater than I have ever imagined, let alone her guidance is nothing I have ever experienced in my life.  I certainly find that I need to be able to trust within her much more than when she did trust within me.  Since these occurrences she no longer trusts me and from now on I will be forever be striving to get back to the place that we started.  I have never felt this sort of appreciation or actual caring from someone in my life no matter who it may be, and I think it means more to me that it is not someone in my family but rather outside of that who actually stood up for me in times where she hardly knows me or when others would tell her not to.  It makes me anxious that I never took this into effect when realizing what I was doing or even what it was actually about.  I feel like i took 50 steps backward into a person that I was in the sense of being a younger teenager and unaware of actions have consequences.  I am defiantly at the age where I know right from wrong and that I am subconscious of what I am actually saying or verbalizing. This will be with me for a wright of learning and a time to grow and learn to move past and conquer.  But when these sorts of things happen to me, I find they forever burn a hole in my heart.


On a lighter note, here is a layout for the day.

9teen

yes, I am on a cosmocricket kick.  What can I say I have grown to love their products like no other, all the lines have similar colors to mix and match and their prints are fun and vibrant.  I would own every collection if I could, but right now I am just trying to go through some of my old stash to get some new. 

I created this layout in the intent for Scrapbook Trends magazine, if I were to have a magazine idol, they would be it.

I mixed material girl, joy ride, and boyfriend collections from cosmo, because it is so easy to do and they always go together as i said. 

I love this picture for just being nineteen, and the innocence I still try to emote.

CosmoCricket Layout Challenge